I can't get over it.
I feel more and more stupid everyday.
I wanted to be different, to be somewhat unique from those typical person doing typical stuffs over and over again without feeling nuts. But I can't escape it. Just for damn reasons I don't know why I can't.
I'm nothing but just a plain stupid thinking that I was something more precious.
I'm not good at anything, I'm only good at trying to sell my fake talents.
Even if I tried my best to wrap those talents I thought I posses carefully in my arms, I still can't stop them falling.
Look at my photos, obviously they are just like the other photos. Normal and typical. And much worst, they we're just like Zemotion's works. It hurts really trying to abound my works away but as good as hers and falling with same commentary. Just look at my blog. Just look at this stupid blog! This blog is the best proof for my indecency.
Even in school works. I often tried to protest whenever people does not make use of my design which is not really necessarily "mine" alone.
Liar. Fake and stupid.
I was just trying to break free. To break the silences and be extraordinary.
Sorry for all the causes. Sorry for being stupid.
I can't get over it.
1 comment:
“People are created with unique talents and skills, sometimes, we’re furious about things that are floating on the same ocean, but, it’s unique from everyone if you embed your works with love and for love…”
Napagdaanan ko yan dati…even in my songwriting, I find comparison with my favorite artist such as Tori Amos, Bjork, Stacie Orrico and many more pero and pinaka-unique na part ng pagiging amateur songwriter ko is ginagawa ko yung best ko from my heart…and you should do it also…kaya nga sa ibang games, merong “Try Again” di ba?
Smile :)
~Clyde~
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