Its been a very long time since I visited this blog of mine. Well, gosh it was really a long story.
I'm pretty pissed out these few holidays passed. I was at my worst. I feel totally out of good things. Depressed . Plus, there are some family problems and there's no reunion happened because of that. This was my very first dull new year welcome. There's no party, there's no cousins, uncles, aunts and friends. Its just me at my room faced on the monitor reading New Moon to kill the time. I sat there since 6pm after watching Spongebob Squarepants until I realized that it was 5min to 12 mid night.
So well, it still end up fine though. Its just me and my family without my oldest sister and my cousin whose present to celebrate new year. We haven't got that pile of fire crackers, just some few "kwitis" and belted small pops. I took some pictures.
I kinda hate fire pops. The explosive sound was disturbing. And coz of the fact that I can't help but shout a shock whenever I hear one BANG of sound. But I do appreciate colorful fireworks just like these somewhat jumping jellyfishes on the sea of pitch black sky.
I've tried to make a look back journal or a summary of the whole year passed. But it feels frustrating not to write all the high lightened events happened. Which was because I can't recall which is which.
