Happy New Year.

Three hundred sixty five days.

Definitely a lot had happened. Everything goes swiftly out of our conscious minds. Everything still feels "just yesterday" though it was really yesteryear. For me, this whole 364 days of my life, was really a BIG BANG! The year was shaken off with a enormous swing of BIG BANG catastrophe.

A lot had happened for sure. But before the year gone passed, there are some heart warming events that made me..uhm ..a little bit steered up. Like for example the Twilight Saga Book Collection--I don't have them all as a touchable or the hard copy (the book for short) though. Only Twilight, the rest was a PDF file. Its hard coz I feel uncomfortable sitting and slouching every minute spent concentrating on the eye soaring monitor for hours. I still prefer the book so I can carry them whenever, wherever.

Another were some churches activities. We've dance for our Year End Socializing held once a year. That is why its hard to miss the event. You'll suffer from some people who did enjoy the gathering and will try to reminisce the happenings on time--and that will surely be means as soon and again and again forever coz every year they'll mention that.

We did dance with 80's groove. We did the choreography too and I love my dress that night.

I had fun while dancing.

Shy type? :D

And we did some bonding.


From left to right: JM, Angelo, Love, Efren, Aris

hahaha super star!

It did gone so well. And after the celebration the next day was worst (I am actually pertaining to this day). Yep! You've read the line--worst!

Ordinary to Extra.

I can't get over it.

I feel more and more stupid everyday.

I wanted to be different, to be somewhat unique from those typical person doing typical stuffs over and over again without feeling nuts. But I can't escape it. Just for damn reasons I don't know why I can't.

I'm nothing but just a plain stupid thinking that I was something more precious.
I'm not good at anything, I'm only good at trying to sell my fake talents.

Even if I tried my best to wrap those talents I thought I posses carefully in my arms, I still can't stop them falling.

Look at my photos, obviously they are just like the other photos. Normal and typical. And much worst, they we're just like Zemotion's works. It hurts really trying to abound my works away but as good as hers and falling with same commentary. Just look at my blog. Just look at this stupid blog! This blog is the best proof for my indecency.

Even in school works. I often tried to protest whenever people does not make use of my design which is not really necessarily "mine" alone.

Liar. Fake and stupid.

I was just trying to break free. To break the silences and be extraordinary.
Sorry for all the causes. Sorry for being stupid.

I can't get over it.

Night.

After all the jam frenzies these past weeks, finally the most awaited event came: The Foundation Day.

But before the main event, let me tell you the whole story behind that every molded inch of its almost perfect figure. Of course there goes the unresisting jams we had. Playful, funny and totally enjoyable. From the very first day I joined their practice--Paul, Ace, Ren, and Drew--I never stop wanting to joined almost every session they had. Until they decided to invite me as vocals.

A week before the event, we practice a lot. Every afternoon everyday of the whole week we practiced. The songs we prepared are:

Sweet Child - Guns n' Roses
Smooth - Carlos Santana feat. Thomas Rob
Bulong - Kitchie Nadal
Laklak - Teeth
Truly, Madly, Deeply - Savage Garden : later on we added

I was the vocals on Bulong and Truly, Madly, Deeply while the rest was taken care by Ace--I just did some background voicing. Truly, I had a lot of fun bonding with those people. I love those moments I had with them. I feel inspired and bubbly whenever I'm with them.

JAMMING
Behind

PAUL

ANDREW

ACE

REN

A lot--really--had happened. Like for example those late meetings and misunderstood's where to meet, or where to practice stuffs including the planers whose eventually the late comers--that part was so irritating--and the registration, the tickets complications together with some organization problems and works. It was totally a very stressing week, but behalf of that was the fun. The fun I enjoyed the most.

THE PILGRIMS
Transformations

Yep! This was the name of our band which was technically I don't know why. Well, I just let them decide. Before the music night, about 5 in the afternoon we had jam at the same studio but apparently with unusual audiences--to be specific, other campus bands.

Just one more small detail. I brought Niel with me at the campus that night. But he didn't make it to see me perform the whole night. He just saw me once when I sang for our organization's presentation.

PAUL


ANDREW


ACE


REN

And of course..


LOVE